Wondering what's the hell is excatly wrong with myself???
1. My moods swing are getting so often now espec at night
2. I get upset for no reason
3. My sleeping disorder is not improving at all
4. My thought are always going wild for dunno wad *** reason
IT all happen at night!!!!!!!!! HELP!!!!!!! I doesn't want it to carry on for times goes by there will be a day i m gonna break down for good!!! And i doesn't want to give my darling stress at all but all this is a stress !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I made everyone worry for me!! I feel extrem bad!!!!! Sigh!!! I have no mood to blog.. Just leave me alone. I just wish my dear is beside me now hugging me telling me that things in me are going over soon!!! I will be as wad i am not wad i am right now!!! Such a horrible state.
Every thinking is up to us yes i agree, but not always espec moods i doesn't know how to control certain times i really want to just simply give up but for the sake for my darling and all my friends i hang on to it. Trying to get better!! But how long can i hold on to it?? How long can my mentallity allows me to hold on. But deep inside me i know i need to for the sake of my dearest whom meant everything to me!! All the support he give to me.
