Today morning at around 1 plus am in the morning my darling came to look for me, accompay me chat through my window, how i wish i could let him in and he could hugz me to sleep and i won't feel so lonely. *Sigh*. All of a sudden i just cried and shivering, darling was so scare and all he could do is to comfort me and tell me to relax. I have no idea what got into me, but i m really scare being alone at night, it's like i have a feeling there is sth fly pass me whenever i open my eyes. Darling say it might be my short-sighted and i m not relaxing myself down at all. Stressing myself up too much that why.

I give a lil thought and i think so, if it were to be "something" it wouldn't happen now cuz i have been sleeping in my room for 5 years plus already. I supose i m having too much tension.

Darling left at 3 plus back to ivan's place to watch soccer and he told me to watch my vcd till i m tired and go to bed. At around 4 plus i heard noise outside my window and i m so afraid and i called him. Darling cam down to accompany me till daybreak. *arghx* what's wrong with me??????

I woke up at 9 plus for breakfast and went to doc for my cough. Reached home prepare and went out to meet him, at night we were having dinner with my parents and with my bro's gf too. My bro is leaving back to shanghai tml. I m gonna miss my bro, but i will have his room for myself for next 3 months haha. Hope i could sleep well in there.

Took a train down to city hall and walked to marnia square to have a walk before going to Pan Pacific.

Had dinner at Hai Tien Lo, food was alright, after dinner baby and i took 56 home. Nth much already.

P/s: Darling thanks for being so sweet and i m truly sorry too as i scare u. muacks.