Saturday, December 30, 2006
Todae went to baby's camp to fetch him hee. But i waited for an hr haha but is worth it, i miss him so much. Took a cab back home, have lunch with his mum and sis.
Initially wanna catch a movie at Ms but no more space so we decided to go shopping and my darling bought me a shirt hehe. Thanks baby. Bought a t-shirt for my darling too. Have dinner at Pizza hut. Yummy!!!
Went window shopping at suntec and we headed to the "esplanade". It's been such a long time since we been there. The scenery there was beautiful too bad my cam not with me if not i had taken such a beautiful scenery haah. I enjoyed my day with you. muacks. love you
Wednesday, December 27, 2006
My boy is back in camp and i could see hin in 3 days time =( i miss him.
Baby acc me to have all my school stuff done and we went down to taka to get my x'mas present. Baby bought me a wallet hee.Bought him a long sleeve t-shirt too. Thanks baby. Nth much as well. Looking forward on sat. Hehe.

The wallet that my boy gets for me =)
Tuesday, December 26, 2006
My Baby boi gonna book in tml and i cld onli see him in 4 days time. Sigh I m gonna miss him sooo much. +241206+[ __+ Happy 1 yr 3 mths & X'mas Eve___+]Was at my grandma hse till 5 plus before i could see my baby. I miss him soo much, i didn't get to see and hugs him for 10 days. =(
Baby came over to my grandma hse to fetch me to go to his aunt house first den back to his place. No one has any idea on where to go so baby and i decided to go back home first. In the end we decided to catch a movie at bishan.
We watched "Curse Of The Golden Flower", it's was quite a boring show baby fall asleep during the movie so i used iced lemon tea that we bought to wake him up haha. Showed ended at 2 plus and went home. Though we didn't go anywhere but with him by my side even the most boring show i will still enjoy BECAUSE YOU WERE BY MY SIDE!! Thanks baby for the flowers you bought for me
+231206+[ __+ Theme Party 2006__+]Took a cab to yishun to fetch ris and go over to baby's kan ma's condo. We were having a theme party hohoho. The theme was Girls: Retro, Guys: Businessman. I look weird on retro. LOL
Played games that joyce and xing planned, it was fun. I don really rmb wad games but i know my group lose. haha.
Sweetie dy and ris acc me home first while ray, cass and zhao went over to ray's hse to get car as they were going to catch a movie later on. Thanks to both of my sweeties =) Part was fun but w/o my precious i felt sth missing. I miss him.


I love my sweeties

Games we played.

Group Pic

Group Pics of the girls.
Thursday, December 21, 2006
Oh well, i have been watching a taiwan drama series : It started with a kiss". I m so in love in this show, i never find zheng yuan chang good looking until this show. HAHA!!!
Meet angela todae as she acc to go walk around and i wanna get present for my darling boi hehe. I bought a t-shirt and a jeans for him. Angela sae i m crazy todae as i talk non-stop -.-"'. :p
Theme party is just tml and yet i have no shoes -.-"'. Need to get shoes by tml if nt omg!!!!!
Alright, this entry is full of craps, shall go and watch my show hohohoho
*May my wish come true*
Tuesday, December 19, 2006
My moods is getting better hee. Sorry that i made everyone worried for me =) But i still miss my boy so much. Counting down 6 more days before i cld see him and hugs him hee.
Sunday, December 17, 2006
Bought a dress for the retro party and necklace.
Yst angela and ris came over to accompany me. I feel much better. But now sigh!!! Baby called me afew times todae but those conversation were short. I miss those days when we can talk whenever we want and put down the phone whenever we want but now, all i can do is holding onto my phone waiting either for his call or sms. I miss him so much. 8 more days and i cld see my baby boi soon.
Recently my appitite sucks, i feel like vomiting whenever i see food!!! I don seem to be interested in anything.
Guess all i need is time. Time settles everything isn't it. I will try hard as i promise my baby , angela, dy, ris and all my beloved friends.
Thursday, December 14, 2006
10 hrs later my precious will be in ns soon. Sigh, my mood sucks, i know it's onli 10 days before i cld seem my baby boi again but den 10 days seem to me like years. Like now Time passes so slow and i feel so lost no idea wad can i do to cheer myself up but instead the feeling of crying keep increasing!!! wadever i really can't think of anything to write wait till i can think i shall update den. Baby: I know u care for me alot and i know it's break ur heart to see me cry, i m so sorry i tried but den mayb it's true i rely on u too much, but i will change ok, to independent girl u wish to see. By x'mas i will be ok de i promise. Don worry abt me. I will be fine, i will never leave u i will wait for u. love u and will miss u veri much.Dy: thanks for thr hugs at j8, i know u all will be by my side, if i need help i will call u =)
Ris: thanks for coming to accompany me tml, and making sure i take my meals. thanks.Angela: Thank you to you as well to accompany me tml.Joyce: Thanks for everything u told me and console me =)
Love you all my sweeties pie and everyone who cares abt me thanks.
isn't he cute?


Monday, December 11, 2006
The time right now sld be a sleeping time but yet i m here wide awake doing nth, staring into space allowing my tears to drop. Doesn't even know when will it stop dropping down. The feeling is so terrible. All i ever wish is to stay happy, yes i am happy but i can't even fulfilled a simple thing that is sleep. I can't get into sleep. Why is sleeping so hard for me when i m alone? I know i am not alone at all. But i do feel lonliness why? I have all my friends, sweeties and my love all by my side. What else am i asking for? At the past when i have nth, why didn't i feel sleepless night but now when i have almost everything. Happiness are all by my side and yet sleepless night. I have to overcome everything, i am going to make full use of the time when my baby boi is in camp. I HAVE DETERMINATION AND I MUST DO IT!!!!!!! Nth is impossible when i have the faith and determination.Baby: I know u are worried for me that how long can i take it but i promise u no matter how hard it going to be i am going to overcome. For now all i will do is to look forward for ur book out on x'mas eve and it's also our 1 yr 3months. I m praying for a miracle ( onli me and my precious know wad i m praying for).
Sunday, December 10, 2006
+101206+To My one and Only: You have been so sweet and caring towards me, i m sorry i always made u so worried and upset with me sometimes due to my wilfulness. Times at the chalet are wonderful all because you are with me every moment. This few days i m really not happy but i will try my veri best not to ok. I know that you understand but i don wanna make u worry. During the chalet u see that i m feeling so terrible u bring me home straight taking care of me.I m so touched and i m treasuring everymoment with you. I will cherish and treasure u. iloveyou my precious.muacks You meant everything to me. You are all i ever wanted.To my sweetie dy: Thanks for the warm hug at the toilet. Your really such a sweetie to me. Always there for me when i needed u telling me that everything is gonna be fine. Sorry to made u worry for me. I feel happy that u found happiness. I wish u and cass forever so loving and everlasting love betweent u and him =) loveyou
To my sweetie ris: Sorry that i made u worry for me too. Thanks for everything u did too. You must stay happy too k.. Look forward!! The world is always beautiful. Cuz u always have me, dy, angela and all ur friends by ur side. We shall go to the comic shop that we wanna go ok. Let's study hard together nxt yr. Glad to have u in class. I wish u find ur true love soon =) loveyou+061206+Going to Sembawang chalet with my precious and all my sweeties and peeps will arrive at night hee. my baby and i went to sun plaza to get some food and tibits, took a cab back after that. Slack at the chalet with my precious and watch tv till abt 7 plus. The place is filled with memories with me and my precious, it all where our story started and there will be no ending to it. We went down to the restaurant to have dinner haha. Baby's mum called and said we so enjoy lol. We played murderer but as usual i blink twice cuz i can't wink -.-"'. They played 007 too it's a game based on reaction shall not elebroate on it cuz it will b too naggy. LOL!!! +071206+Woke up at 9plus 10 ordered mac cuz we were so hungry, after eating chg to our bikini and went down but it was drizzling. So we decided to go for a jacuzzi and sauna first. LOL!!! Sweetie dy, ris and i were enjoying ourselves so much haah. When the rains stopped we went swimming haha. But i should sae i m playing with water haha. We had Pi Pa Ya for dinner opp sembawang shopping center, it was quite alright. Meet zhao, ray and zy at the shopping center, my eyes were so red so i had no choice bt to take my contact lens off. Arghx!!! Feel uncomfortable cuz i see thing so blur haha. Back at the chalet we played bluff and 007, but when we palyed 007 i drink alot of sprite due to my slow reaction -.-"'. I give up cuz i feel too bloated already wheras the rest continued =) I starting to cough and wad worse is i feel so xin ku till i cried, i scare dy, ris and my precious. So baby brought me back to his house cuz the room is too dirty and dusty. Thanks baby.+081206+Baby's dad drove us back to the chalet to pack everythign and check out. The moment i step into the room i start coughing and sneezing again. -.-"' Took cab back to baby's place and back to sleep haha. We went out at 9 plus to town to meet dy and cass first before meeting ray and ivan. Sophia join us after her work =) . Went to Vivocity to watch " Cinderella" i don really like the show. Ray sent us home after the movie. Thanks ray for the ride.
he is my everything, my love w/o him my life wld't be as beautiful as now

This is wad my baby made for me hee.


Both my sweeties, i love them both.

Thanks for being by my side whenever i need u all =)

Group pic
Monday, December 04, 2006
Dec is here it means the day i hate is coming nearer and nearer. Sigh!!!! I been telling myself it's onli a short term period that all not as though i can't see my percious at all. But saddeness still filled withthin me.
So in order not to have mood swings & sleepless night i have decided to do
1. Find a job
2. Studies
3. Going overseas
4. Enjoying my time with my sweeties and all my friends
I m going to be strong!!!!! I m going to stay happy
I AM GONNA DO IT!!!!!!!!!!!!
So for now i m waiting for the chalet hee i wanna spent all my time with my love =)
your mine everything. For the sake of u i m gonna b a happy girl as u always wanted me to do. With u i m a happy girl =) i love you
Sunday, December 03, 2006
+011206+
Meet dy and cass for dinner at "Thomson Plaza" we were having dinner at Swense and our dessert "EarthQuake" it was yummy hee. Ray drove us back to baby's place as i need to get my jacket cuz we were going for a movie later on.
At baby's place we played Uno and heart attack it was fun =) At 12.00am we went out and meet zhao at j8. We watch "Battle of Wits" it was quite a nice show rating at 4 out of 10.
Went to amk central the newly opened mac and had supper there, reached home at abt 4 plus.
I enjoyed every moments with my baby , all my beloved friends , sweetie dy , ris and angela.
At Swense
+301106+
Happy Bbdae to Ray =)
Went over to ray's hse at abt 5 plus after getting durian cake at novena square with ris, took a cab to his place after that. At his house chatted and taking pics all the way hee.
At abt 10 plus zy send angela, diana, sy, angeline they all back home, at the mean time while waiting for zy to come back we were planning on where to go. At first we decided on movies but in the end went over to marina south to play bowling.
Went back to amk baby's hse downstairs S-11 to have supper and they went up for a mj session till morning.
After they went back i have terrible gastric pain so baby brought me downstairs to eat before we go sleep hee.
Thanks baby for everything iloveyou

Girls with the bbdae boy

Boys with the bbdae boy

I love all my sweeties

All my friends whom i love

Group pic @ ray's hse

Bbdae boy & me

Happy family =)
he's my one and only muacks!

Group pic @ Ms Bowling